Missing you

Today is the 9th anniversary of the worst day of my life. On this day, November 19, 1998 my brother and I lost the best mom anyone could ask for. The pain of loosing her is still as fresh in my heart as the day she left us. So much has happen in the last 9 years I wish I could tell her. I can't tell you how much she LOVED being a Nana. She loved my kids more than life itself. Oh, how I would love her to know that I now have Luke and that TJ is married and has Emma and Tate. She would be absolutely thrilled to know that she has 7 grandchildren! It pains me to know that they will never know her and how much she loved them. One thing is for sure, life is sure different without her. My life will never be the same again!